I’m just a girl in the world
Favorite conversation of the night: Me: “Ronan, you’re so nice.” Ronan: “Thank you.” Me: “You’re welcome.” Ronan: “Mom, you’re so cute.” Me: “Thank you.” Ronan: “Your so welcome.” I love his little...
View ArticleOne foot in front of the other
Another day done. Ronan slept in for NYC time… 10:00 a.m. which was nice as we were all tired. He woke up a little grumpy, still complaining of pain. I tried my best to entertain him while Woody got...
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Ronan. It’s only been a week since you left. How can that possibly be? It feels like you left such a long time ago. I think about you all the time. You are never not in my thoughts. I got through...
View ArticleA Barefoot Hike and Little Socks
Ro baby. Everyone is asleep. It is late. We had a late night out tonight. We went over to The Willets’ house, for dinner and to catch up and let the boys play. I so missed you tonight. I was so sad...
View ArticleHere’s what I know about life. Nothing.
Ronan. You know what I know about life? Nothing. Except for almost 4 years, I took care of you almost every single day. And then from the time you were diagnosed from the time you passed away, I was...
View ArticleI’m not dead. I may be dying. Or I may just be…
Ronan. The weekend is almost over. I spent it with Liam, Quinn, and your daddy. Not sure all of what we did. We stayed around the house a lot. We played in your room a lot. We made breakfast together...
View ArticleMy very own baby unicorn!!! With a rainbow and everything!!! Fucktards beware!!!
Ronan. Remember how I said things were going to get worse, before they got better? As if I thought that things would go from bad, but eventually they would not be so bad. I think I was totally...
View ArticleA tutu, mustache wearing, dance party, hike with a little badass Bee
Ronan. I cooked the eggies this morning. And the sausage. And bacon. Fruit. I had croissants that Rita gave me last night, but I forgot to take them out of your daddy’s car. They were the kind that are...
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